I wanted to ask you all a question, but first I need to get something out of my chest.
i love you all more than just a watcher, those who are my friends and watchers, I consider you all as family and I love you all.
I never regretted coming to deviantart, I met many of you who were there for me and I appreciated all of your kindness and love.
you all gave me hope, I thought my story was going to end in 1014, but you guys never left me.
i want to take the time to tell you why I haven't been on, why I haven't spoken to any of you, and what I meant "end my story".But, I-I ask for permission to tell my story, my past, my present, everything if I'm allowed to by you all.
i-I will tell you if there's more than 8 people to ask me, I want to tell my story, but I want to know if you are willing to let me tell it all, and never leave me for what a monster and shit I am.